The last post?

As you know I've been home for a week now, but the thing with me is that I can't spend a lot of time in one place when not occupied with anything. You may say just get ur ass kicked by someone and find yourself activities, but it's not the point. Anyway I'm going to Turkey in a week for the theatre workshop. I feel like I need to rest a bit and get my mojo back. Since I came I've started kvetching. Im yearning for something I cannot find in Poland anymore. Maybe its love? Probably being here with my second half would give another insight on this country and another view onto it, that would make me enjoy this beautiful city again. I added a question mark to 'the last post' because I will definitely go abroad soon. Well Nelly Furtado used to sing "Im like a bird. I always fly away"......Who knows I might even come to Iceland again, but this time I will be a little bit more patient than usually :). Regardless. Thank you all for reading my blog I've been runing for the past year. It was not always positive, but IT WAS AND IT LASTED , what means THAT IVE NEVER GIVEN UP although most likely sometimes there was only one step between the chasm and me to jump into it. Last but not least I'm Monika, I do and think afterwards. I get discouraged easily but I'm undaunted. I cry, break down but then like amoeba I regenerate myself. And i do love and remember.One of my favorite quotes comes from a movie called "Sex and Philosophy" and it reads :

You know butterflies only
live for one day.
They are born, fall in love and
reproduce on the same day.
They don’t think of anything.
They only fly and kiss their flowers.Butterflies have more useful
lifetime than we do.In all these forty years I didn’t
even live a butterfly’s life.even live a butterfly’s life.What about you?

back home in and Indian restaurant in Sopot.