środa, 14 marca 2012

bottled up emotions

I rarely cry since I've been living here but today it was probably the last straw I could  handle. So I gave up and tears started falling down my face. No shoulder to cry on, all you can do is carry on. I'm full of contradictionary feelings. On one hand I miss my country but at the same time I don;t want to go back. On the other hand these overwhelming emotions are just a cosequence of not knowing what I'm longing for
. Unfortunately time is running to my disadavantage.

1 komentarz:

  1. I can totally relate to this post. I moved to Mexico 7 months ago. The first 7 weeks were very difficult, and at 5 months I was hit with a huge wave of grief and depression. Thanks for such honest post. Benne'

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